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It's a bird! It's another bird! No, it's..

2009-04-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

Wow Redundant Man talks a lot.

For those of you who can't read it;

2nd panel: Protecting the innocent from the evils of people getting straight to the point and hence getting their point across quickly which is what I stand against since I protect the innocent from those evils.. such as getting to the point.

3rd panel: I do this because I am a superhero and as a superhero, I have superpowers just like any other superhero and so I will stop the evils of getting straight to the point with superpowers I have because I am a superhero.

4th panel: Yeah.

Sooooo this is really long overdue. I'm sorry :( But yeah, I thought I'd introduce this guy into my neckless, pointy limbed gang of stick figures. He's actually been around for a while, it's just that I haven't put him in anywhere yet.

Being redundant is hard by the way. Especially if you're not used to being redundant, like me, so it's really difficult trying to find the next sentence and making it sound as ridiculously redundant as possible.

Redundant is an awesome word.

:(

2009-04-08T01:49:00.003+08:00

No, no comic for today (and for a long time actually, I'm sorry) but I promise that I'll post soon.

Promise :)

To tell you the truth, I wanted to post a comic but then I realised that the damn scanner isn't so up-and-running as I thought it was.. So it will be postponed to a later date.

Sorry y'all. I know I have a few friends who are still reading this.. I think.. and I'm sorry if I've disappointed you so far :(

Will be with you soon.

<3 Puss

PS: To anyone who cares, I have to tell you guys something.

Comic?!?

2009-01-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

Not exactly the best quality but hey, I drew this with a pen and note paper so it's good enough for me.

But really, how have you guys been? :D

Randomness

2008-05-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

Random. Yes. I know XD

That is all folks.

Comic XD

2008-04-15T16:58:00.003+08:00

Yes another one.. Yay..?

Okay, out of things to say already.

How long has it been?!

2008-04-04T16:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I drew this in class one day. Bored.

So uh... What's up? I realise I haven't been around posting and all that shite but meh.

Oh, this is quite old btw.. And the quality is quite crappy cause it was drawn on lined paper.

Heheh.. What's up all XD

BONG!

2007-12-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

This is for Joss the Bong! She's leaving soon so I had to draw her a comic to show her how much I care =D

Bong, we's peopul are gunna miss yah! Goodluck in Oz and don't forget to bring back something nice! Hehe.

In other news, HOMFG I haven't updated in a LOONNNGGG time! *headshot by friends and readers*

Oh and I've uploaded my movie on YouTube!

And now a post that's about me:

2007-10-22T10:33:00.000+08:00

Excuse the bad quality but I really couldn't be fucked anymore.

Yes, that reflects what I'm feeling at this moment.

Excuse the vulgarity.

I'm pretty sure some of you out there will know what I'm talking about and I honestly know I did it to myself. I'd also like to thank you for not pointing it out to me directly to my face and that actually does mean a lot to me. Saves me from the shame. I'll see y'all next time. Or later. Depends on who's (if any) reading this.

I deserve what I'll get..

Comics?

2007-10-01T18:56:00.001+08:00

Heheh. Don't mess with the little guy.

Rightyho, lots of shit has been going on so yeah. Hence, the not so many (*cough*almost none at all*cough*) comics going into my blog. I apologise.

I shall try update again soon XD

ZOMG Burfday!

2007-09-16T11:11:00.000+08:00

Okay it's Birthday time. And this time, it's my birthday. HOMIGOD I'm *0!!!

Rrroight. Not expecting much this year. I get the feeling I'll just be hanging round at home as per a usual day.

Meh.

Next comic next weekEND.

PS: If someone really does get me a giant spider in a box, I swear to God I'll scream and run the fuck away from you.

comic and a birthday shoutout

2007-08-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Okay, I realise I didn't post last week but my laptop hasn't seen the internet in a looonnngg time!

Anyway, this one is for Stacy and Terry cause they both contributed to the very random thought behind this comic. Yeah.. That's pretty much all I have to say.

Next comic shall be next week.

PS: A certain someones birthday is in about 30 minutes from now so I'd just like to shout out HAPPY BIRTHDAY 30 mins in advance! Okay I'm done.

Kazen?

2007-08-03T04:03:00.001+08:00

Roightyho, this one is for Min! W00ts! Yes, you finally get your comic. Happy? =p

Hennehway (that "anyway" in case you non-1337 people don't get it. I spell phonetically sometimes), this was inspired by Dian. Wave to the readers Dee. But it's FOR Min cause he's "the only person who says 'kazen'" Hahaha. Fo' real. After I finished this one, I was laughing like mad. I have no idea why.. But yea. XD

By the way Min, I'm not making fun of you.. Really I'm not. It's just funny.

Next comic shall be uploaded next week!

PS: I realise I uploaded this one early, but I'm not sure I'll have time tomorrow to upload and er.. Saturday marks an important day on my calendar (no it's not my birthday, you unknowing n00bs).

SOAP!

2007-07-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

Rightyho, this one's for my Soap Bunny =D See? I told you it's cacat! Hehe.

Let's see.. After this shall be the one forrrr.... Uh.. We'll see.

Anyhootens, if youse people don't gets it.. Then.. Well you're as cacat as I am. Or you could just ask someone who does. Or something like that.. Hehe =D

I am le tired. So night night party people!

Happy Birthday Mommy!

2007-07-21T21:09:00.001+08:00

Hokai so it's my mommy's birthday today! Yay for mommy XD

I really don't mind all that nagging. And I realise that I put "Clean your room" in there even though you've never asked me to clean my room. Hahaha =D (all the others are true by the way)

LOVE YOU MOM! And I hope you get better soon so that I can have you lying down on the couch in front of the TV. I miss accidentally-on-purpose sleeping there right next to you (to make my sisters jealous cause they know deep down that I am sooo your favourite daughter. Hehe).

Anyway, I have more comics coming up. Drew 4 (including this one) at RIPAS Hospital this morning. Crazy eh??

Til next time comic readers!

PS to mom: Dear Mr Norris misses you. You can tell cause his horn looks paler than it's usual pink self. Hehe XD

For dear Stay-See

2007-06-23T16:57:00.000+08:00

This comic is for Stacy =D Get ready for an explanation!

Okay, at the History/Moral Studies exhibition, one of the UN Against AIDS booths were giving away free condoms and dearest Stacy was quite excited (get your head out of the gutter people! I don't mean it the way you may think!) This is for her cause it somehow for some reason makes me think of her. Haha.

Hokai, enough for today. See you all online! XD

ZOMG COMIC!!

2007-06-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

THIS ONE is for Azim.. Sorry it took so long dude.. Anyway, this idea just reminded me of you.. Hehe. So hence, it's yours XD

There's another one I haven't uploaded yet.. But I shall soon.. Maybe I'll post it up next week.. Hmmmm..

ZOMG VisualDNA

2007-05-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Roight.. I swear I have like.. 2 comics waiting. I just haven't uploaded them yet. Hehe. The two comics are foooorrrrr... *drum roll*

I'll leave that for when I actually upload them okay? Wahaha! Don't kill me. I know that was anticlimatic.

Anyhoots. The VisualDNA thing really interested me.. So yeah.. That one's mine.

In other news, I miss you guys!! And by "you guys" I mean my friends and family and *cough* yeah.. Oh, but I do miss you guys too.. I mean the ones other than my friends and family and *cough*.

In more other news, I love Ilham and I miss him very very very much and if I don't see him soon, I'll explode. Kak I, PUHLEEEEEZZZ teach Ilham how to say my name!!! I'd like that very very much, thankings.

Anyway, I shall end this post now. Ta XD

<3 to the special pout kiss face. Hehehe.

Dating Do's and Dont's

2007-05-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

When Dating:

DON'TS:
DON'T provide ANY personal information
DON'T meet in a Private Place
DON'T meet at his/her Home
DON'T believe everything you're told
DON'T fall in love with his/her Fantasy Potential
DON'T lie about your looks
DON'T send him/her an OLD photo of you
DON'T forget that there is a REAL personon the other end of the computer
DON'T have SEX on the first date
DON'T have SEX on the second date

DOS:
DO be open to this experience
DO give him/her your mobile number
DO call from a cellphone if possible
DO meet in a PUBLIC place
DO arrange a Brief first date
DO bring a friend along if you feel nervous
DO bring friends along if you feel Really nervous
DO afford him/her honesty
DO use Common Sense
DO be careful
DO Have Fun! Date until you find, The One!

This one's for Felix

2007-04-13T09:19:00.000+08:00

Not my sisters Felix mind you.. My cousins Felix.

Yes, we played Big 2 a lot.. And yes, he almost always won. It got annoying *cough* Felix *cough* Hahaha. Not that I mind actually. It's just that he always, always wins. Yeesh. Except for when he's not in his chair. Mwahaha.

Gotta go now. BYE!

OMG IT'S BEEN SO LONG!

2007-04-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

Just for your info; I LIKE the corned beef. Hahaha.

This one's for Dee. It was a random idea. Sorry again Zim..

AND I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN OMGWTF SO LONG! *dies*

That is all thank you =D

To my sisters

2007-02-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Emma, Mythirdeye, and the other two who aren't bloggers, "E" and finbo. They should get why this is for them. Heheh.

Sorry Zim, I was busy today and I didn't get to draw yours out. Looks like you're gonna have to wait.. again.

Right, so I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm posting this up early cause I don't think I'll have time later.

By the way; to the friends of mine who don't know yet, my hair is now short. I kinda miss my long hair but oh well. Click here for a pic of me with short hair. Naj, Soph and Mei: I did this for you three chicks. I wouldn't normally give anyone a link to my pic but I have no other way of showing it to you guys. Sigh.

To Nana

2007-02-21T05:47:00.000+08:00

This is for Nana and possibly her twin sister Noni. I don't think I have to explain any further than that unless you're really a doofus. Nana, you finally get your comic =) I really miss you, you bitch. Hahaha.

Next comic on Sunday for Zimmie (if I get it done in time that is). That's the day I leave for Miri. Yes, Miri. Don't judge me. I'm studying. And I'm freaking out a bit cause I'm gonna go back to school *cough*uni*cough* and I feel like I'm gonna screw this up. God I hope I don't screw this up. And I'm gonna miss my nephew, Ilham so much. Hell, I already miss him so much in anticipation, I'm tearing up a bit. Yes, I love him that much. That much, people. Seriously, other than my mother, I haven't loved anyone that much. And he's a 2 year old toddler. God, give me strength.

I'm sorry, this post is kinda personal.. And you guys honestly don't have to read that. ~~I just had a bad day and seriously, honestly, I think I'm thinking way too much for my tiny brain to handle. Can't say I'm depressed cause I don't know that. I don't think I am . I hope I'm not.~~

I'm fine. Really.

PS: Sorry to people who don't get it. I didn't mean to call you doofus'. It's just that I'm having Grey's Anatomy withdrawls and I need the 3rd season now.

To Mei

2007-02-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

Okay so this is for my VERY anal friend, Mei =D

Dude this is like the times in math when we went all "You're in MY SPACE *frantically makes box around self with hands*" Hahahahaha! Ya get me? *cough* Maybe not..

To everyone else; the dude/chick/comic person thing is just anal about his/her/its space. You mustn't invade the space. It's against The Rules.

ANYWAYS hope you enjoy that. Next comic on Wednesday. Nana, you're up next (be happy woman! You don't have to wait any longer)

PS: That little script in the last panel says "slowly backing away" in case you can't see it.

Happy Valentines Day

2007-02-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

To my neckless comic dudes and anyone out there who I care about. Including my family and the girls and the boys =) I miss you guys already.

<3 kewpuss

To Rez

2007-02-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

Heheh.. Don't ask Rez.. Just don't =p

BY THE WAY! I'm sooooooooooooooooo sorry I didn't post yesterday! I kinda got caught up in some stuff and I haven't been online.. I felt internet deprived for a while.. Sigh.. Yes, I'm an internet addict.

If you guys don't get it.. Seriously, ask.

For the Bum

2007-02-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry!!! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!

It was a completely random idea and I know it looks so mean and I feel bad for killing the puppy! =(

But yeah.. This comic is for Arif aka Bum. The idea came to me in his car, so you can blame it on his car! Not me!!

No puppies were harmed in the making of this comic.

Next post on Sunday.

PS: I'M SORRY!!!

Tagged AGAIN!

2007-02-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Now I'll glare in Reza's general direction.

Okay so this time it's not really a questionnaire. I basically have to reveal 6 weird things about myself.

"Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names."

Riiight.

1. I can sleep for 5 million years and still be too tired to do work.
2. I love my baby nephew (Ilham) to BITS!! I can't go a day without missing him so much it hurts.
3. Same as Rez; I'm crazy as hell but some people think I'm quiet and keep to myself.
4. I can dislocate my thumb (Wahahaha!)
5. Greg House and Gil Grissom are 2 of my all time favourite tv show characters cause they're just so very cool.
6. The ideas for my comics are my own. I don't copy from anyone else (as one person *cough*Zim*cough* thought). That in itself shows how weird + random I am.

Now that's done *rubs hand together* the next victims shall be;
1. Sunray
2. Zim
3. Yang
4. My3rdEye
5. Emma
6. Anyone else who wants to do this.

*cough* Yes, that is all. Next comic on Wednesday.

PS: Sorry sisters. Don't kill me =D

For "Durian Kuning"

2007-02-04T03:10:00.000+08:00

NOTICE: This is an inside joke!

Such a random thing.. Yeesh. "Durian Kuning" *scoffs*

ANYWAY! I'm sorry the comic is so simple.. The next one should be interesting. I think.. Haha =D

Next comic on Wednesday. Arif, you're up =D

For my dear cousin

2007-01-31T02:51:00.000+08:00

Heheh. Aidy wanted one so I made one for her. Since I won't be able to attend your wedding, here's your early wedding present from your comic artist + ngok of a cousin.

Next comic shall be posted up on Sunday.

PS: If you guys don't get it, ask. *cough* Soph and Mei *cough*

For Yang

2007-01-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

This one's for Yang =)

Right dear readers, sorry for the (slightly) late post. It's just that I'm feeling a tad bit ill at the moment and I've been resting and watching the Federer and Gonzalez match on Star Sports. So uh.. Yeah =D GO R. FED!!

*cough* anyway.. Next update shall be on Wednesday and the comic shall be the one for my dear cousin Aidy.

TAGGED!!

2007-01-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

*glares in Von's general direction*

1) Are your parents married or divorced?
Divorced

2) Are you a vegetarian?
Nope but I'd give it a try.

3) Do you believe in Heaven?
Yup

4) Have you ever come close to dying?
Uhhh... No..?

5) What jewellery do you wear 24/7?
My white gold necklace I got when I turned 16 (if I'm not mistaken)

6) Favourite time of day?
When Ilham pounds on my door in the morning (and hence, waking me up)

7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Chyeah. Why not?

8) Do you wear makeup?
Uh.. Only if they force it on me. Or something like that.

9) Ever have plastic surgery?
Nope.

10) Do you colour your hair?
Once and that was cause of peer pressure. PEER PRESSURE!! They forced me to!

11) What do you wear to bed?
Big t-shirt.

12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Uh.. Maybe?

13) Can you roll your tongue?
Yup.

14) Do you tweeze your eyebrows?
Yeah I do.

15) What kind of sneakers?
Converse baby!

16) Do you believe in abortions?
Depends I guess.

17) What is your hair color?
Dark brown.

18) Future child’s name?
Uh.. I dunno.. I'll have to check with my future husband. *in background* "honeyyy~~"

19) Do you snore?
Possibly. I think only if i'm tired or something.

20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Hmm. I think Rome =D

21) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
*cough*yes*cough*

22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Buy my mother whatever she wants (that includes getting her a ticket to a Mawi show if she wishes)

23) Gold or Silver?
Silver.

24) Hamburger or hot dog?
Burrgeerrr.

25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
INDOMIE!!

26) City, beach or country?
Beach.

27) What was the last thing you touched?
The "e" key.. Oh wait, now it's the space key. Wait, now it's the......

28) Where did you eat last?
My kitchen.

29) When’s the last time you cried?
Uh.. Don't quite remember.

30) Do you read blogs?
Uh.. Yea?

31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Sure, why not =D

32) Ever been involved with the police?
My dad was a policeman. Does that count?

33) What’s your favourite shampoo conditioner and soap?
Sunsilk for now. The black one XD

34) Do you talk in your sleep?
Not that I know of.

35) Ocean or pool?
Pool.

38) Window seat or aisle?
Window.

39) Ever met anyone famous?
Uh I dunno.. I think I have..

40) Do you feel that you’ve had a truly successful life?
Still to young to determine that.

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
TWIRL!! Who would wanna cut their spags? So odd..

42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Oprah!

43) Basketball or Football?
Footie.

44) How long do your showers last?
Depends. But I usually take around 5-10 minutes.

45) Automatic or do you drive a stick?
Auto (heheh)

46) Cake or ice cream?
Mmmmm~ Ice cream~

47) Are you self-conscious?
Yes. What's it to you??

48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
Nope.

49) Have you ever given money to a beggar?
Not that I can remember. Hahaha.

50) Have you been in love?
I thought I was.

51) Where do you wish you were?
... New York.

52) Are you wearing socks?
I should.. It's getting really cold..

53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Nope.

54) Can you tango?
Nu-uh.

55) Last gift you received?
Uhhh.. Wow, I can't remember.. Haha.

56) Last sport you played?
Pool.

57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
Hm.. Food/Drinks when I'm out with friends.

58) Where do you live?
In my room.

59) Where were you born?
RIPAS Hospital.

60) Last wedding attended?
Uh.. Don't remember.

63) Most hated food?
Dunno.

64) What’s your least favourite food?
*thinks* Still dunno..

65) Can you sing?
HAHAHA! No..

66) Last person you instant messaged?
I think Mei.

67) Last place you went on holiday?
KK for New Years.

68) Favourite regular drink?
Teh tarik!

69) Tag 3 friends:
1. Mei
2. Naj
3. Zim

70) Current song?
How to Save a Life - The Fray

For Naj

2007-01-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

It's WEDNESDAY! Hence, the comic. The one I uploaded on Monday is a special one. Now everything shall be uploaded as usual. So do not expect comics on Mondays!

This one goes out to Najat =)

After this is Yang's one.. That shall be on Sunday. Yes.

Anyone else want a comic dedicated to them? XD

To Von, with love.

2007-01-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

"Domo-kun is known to pass gas repeatedly when nervous or in a bad mood." - Wikipedia

THIS IS FOR VON!! And I'm updating early specially for her. Why? BECAUSE I CAN!! WAHAHAHAHA!!

Domo-kun DOES make the world better and I hope that this'll make you feel better =D

Domo-kun (c) NHK

This comic is dedicated to...

2007-01-21T05:33:00.000+08:00

MERVIN!! (aka Sunray =D) I MISS YOU RAY!!

You know why this is for him? It's cause Mervin has Chandler's smiling in pictures syndrome. If I can call it that.

Merv, you're special you know. I bumped TWO comics off just to post this one up.. You're gonna have to answer to a bunch of neckless stick figures man. I pity you.

Let's see.. After Mervs there's Yang and Von.. Haiya.. Okay lah. At least it's fun =D

'Til next time my comic readers.. I shall try to update more frequently.. Maybe like Wednesdays and Sundays.. Yeah.. I'll try that..

PS: Yang + Von, if you want a comic ah, you ask me on my site lahh. Why you go through Merv's one?? Cause I might not baca if on someone elses tagboard.. Eesh. And don't say you joking only cause I'm gonna do it anyway =p

Sissay!

2007-01-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha! What a konon martial arts.. I don't even know if that's right..

I was wondering.. Should I upload more frequently or should I just keep the once-a-week-upload-every-Sunday thing? Hmmmm..

PS: The dude on the right wins.. He somehow poked his overly sharp hand into the other dudes huge bug eye. Mwahaha.. How fun..

PPS: Thanks other people who aren't my friends-who-are-loyal-to-my-comic-blog for visiting =D I really appreciate it..

Tired Pie

2007-01-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

Yes, I was in a random mood.

No further comments at this time.

I'M BACK!

2007-01-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

Don't you hate it when people stare at you when you're eating?

Man, it's good to be home. Just got back from KK. It wasn't as "great" as I thought it would be but all in all it was pretty fun.

I missed a lot of people when I was there.. Like The Bear. God, I missed him so much. I practically ran to his room just to see him. Almost tripped on a wire. Heheh.

Tired now. Just got back about 45 minutes ago. Need sleep.

Oh yeah, Happy New Year everyone!! =D

COMIC!

2006-12-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Uh yeah.. I'm aware it's friday.. Almost saturday.. It's just that I may not have the time to post on Sunday.. Or tomorrow. I might collapse in my bed and fall asleep. Who knows??

<3 Hamster

PS: No actual hamsters were harmed in the making of this comic.

PPS: I'm sick!!! *feels gross*

Woooo~

2006-12-17T04:02:00.000+08:00

FINALLY something that works!

Go me and my new layout! 'tis fun.. 'tis..

New comic on Sunday =D

PS: Woooo~ to short posts as well! XD

Random, but not violent.

2006-12-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

To tell you the truth, this is my favourite one =D

Very random joke, I know.

I dedicate this comic to Mei and Bunny because they can relate to moments like this..... kinda =D

Enjoy!

PS: I'm aware that that thing does not look porcupine-esque but bear with me

New Layout (The Explanation)

2006-12-09T01:41:00.000+08:00

Okay so I was bored.. And I decided to make this.. layout..

Truthfully speaking I don't really like how it turned out. It was supposed to be prettier (not the shit colour it is now), I swear!!

Tch.. I'll change it later on.. Just too tired to do it now.

Laterdays and may the force be with you.

Yet another one of these things.

2006-12-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

Yup, another random comic. Can't help it. It's just fun.

I've nothing more to say here. Nothing blog-worthy. Or maybe I'm just too malas to type much here.

Somewhat violent, random comic #2

2006-11-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

I enjoy somewhat violent, random comics, don't you? =D

Yes, I was bored. So sue me.

"Because it's DULL you twit. It'll hurt more"

- Sheriff of Nottingham (played by Alan Rickman), Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves

What's the time? It's Random Comic Time!!

2006-11-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

Yes, the lines aren't straight.
Yes, it's not cleaned properly (it was just pencil on lined paper okay??).
Yes, it looks like shit.
Yes, it's very very random.

Okay maybe not that random. Obviously something (or someone.. or some people) has/have led me to draw this. It's old. I don't care. I just thought I'd show you guys cause nothing else that's going on is blog-worthy anywhoo.

I like backstabber dude. He looks so happy =D

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2006-11-13T10:59:00.000+08:00

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Holy crap, that took forever to type out! I don't get how people can stand typing (and sometimes speaking) like that! Tiring shit right there.

By the way.. All the stuff I typed is legit "leetspeak". Nothing was made up. I really did blog, not hit some random keys to throw you guys off.

ZOMG t3h 1337 r0x0rz m4h b0x0rz!

PWN4GE!!! W007!!

It's a cah-raaaazy world out there!

2006-10-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Okay.. So I'm only updating cause Bunny wanted me to =p

How's my Raya been? Completely dull. Just. Plain. Dull. Yes Naj, there's someone other than you who's had a dull Raya. Sucks donnit? Maybe we should band together and create a club for us Raya-Losers.

Then again, that'd make us more loser-ish...

Uh.. yeah..

Moving on then!

So my notebook (I said notebook, happy? =p) is busted so I've been internet-less + music-less since uh.. Sunday-ish I think. Then again I may be overexaggerating. Cause that's what I do. I overexaggerate. Got a problem with that? Was that a yes!? Why I oughta...!!

Oh yeah, I've gone a bit metal because I can't listen to my music anymore! This is how bored I've gotten;

1. I cleaned my room!!!! Yes, my room-which-looks-like-a-hurricane-went-through-it has been cleaned!!! By me!! It's like a wannabe-miracle.

2. I've been playing Guitar Hero. Like, a lot. Seriously.

3. I've parted my hair the other way. Out of boredom. And plus my sister said it looks better.

4. I've seriously contemplated driving around Brunei. To like, KB. Why? I have no idea. (Naj/Mei, wanna follow me? Mwahahahaha *crazy glint in eye*)

e. Ilham has started to love me more. Cause I've been staying at home a lot. Like, a lot.

11. I've fixed my own PS2.

orange. My fish follows. It follows my hand! W00t!

2. I've started to think a lot. Again. (Oh noess!!)

t. Verbal diahorrea is a cool word. Yes it is.

Now did that make any sense? No? OF COURSE IT DID!! Why? BECAUSE I SEZ SO! Wahahahaha!!

You are not worthy of the "M"... *shifty eyes*

OMFG Mario!

2006-10-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

Now THAT is the shit right there!

All in all, it was fun.

2006-10-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I just came back from my sisters house where we sungkai-d. It was actually pretty fun.. In a family way.

We began the night with a lot of scrambling around trying to rearrange the food in time for sungkai. Alas, we didn't make it. We were a few minutes late. I had to sit at the "youngsters table", as I am the youngest sister and they can bully me all they want, while the others (meaning the older, I am/have been married folk) were sitting at the nice, big round one. Ah well, it don't matter to me.

The youngsters, aka me and the Zim, finished earlier so we went to his room to lepak and watch this video. Of course, Amanster wanted to watch Kung Pow after that so we sat around watching it for a bit.

I was glad I brought my cam along to take pics de mi familia. I'll show youse guys later.

After the meal and hanging around inside, we moved our stuffed tummies outside (with much difficulty). There I took nice pictures of all my sisters. Awww. Then my dear mom suggested that I should be in the pictures too. And well, that's when they started saying loudly that I was A-D-O-P-T-E-D. Yes, they spelled it out. I can spell people! I'm 19, not 3! The Zim took over the photographer role.. He wasn't very good, I'll tell you that. Heheh. (Zim, if you're reading this, I didn't mean it =p) I learnt something new there actually. My sister, Emma said that apparently models do this thing where they look down and at the point of clicking, they suddenly look up. I somehow get this odd image of a "BOO!"-ing model. Heheh. And I thought photoshoots were professional. Okay, enough of that. PICTURE TIME!

On the way to my sisters house. It's not haze.. I think. It should be smoke.

Youngsters table.

The Grownups table.

LAMB! (It look good donnit?)

Ilham, Texas Ranger.

Imah, staring off into space.

The Sisters from youngest to oldest. (Emma told me to keep her identity a secret. Me? I think I look like crap in that pic. Hence, the Puss =D)

The Zim and Amanster.

Okay people of Bloggerland. That's all I have to offer for tonight =) Hope you had a good read. Or something along those lines.

The Bear.

2006-10-17T05:00:00.000+08:00

These make me happy:

Bursting bubble wrap (in real life and on the internet)

Pocoyo (I dunno why it makes me happy. It just does.)

And of course, this little ray of sunshine =)

This, people of BloggerLand, is the Ilham Bear. He makes me so happy it's scary.

Technically I just felt like showing off the Bear's pictures to you dudes. The links I gave you are real though. Check it out if you want.

Goose.

2006-10-15T05:07:00.000+08:00

I just noticed. I'm so left out. I'm not part of any 'circles'. I'm the goose. And it sucks. Big time.

I want to go out. Seriously I do. But I'm never invited to any of the shit that you guys go to. I'm just stuck at home completely oblivious. And it's not that I don't TRY you motherfuckers. It's just that I don't have any transport!! Is that my fault? NO! Jesus Christ, why do I ALWAYS have to be the fucking odd one out?!

I know I'm being an angsty teenager-y bitch by posting this up so fuck you. I don't need to be told. I'm just fucking pissed off that people are leaving me out AGAIN and AGAIN!

Christ.

FUCK you all to hell!

Sephiroth

2006-10-14T05:08:00.000+08:00

Yes, I am obsessed. So sue me.

I'm gonna YouTube link again. Only to One Winged Angel music stuff though. Yeah. You don't have to visit if y0u're not at all interested.

This dude is really fucking amazing.

I wish I could've watched this live. Crazy ass shit right there. Go Black Mages!! W00t!

Okay, enough of that.

I reeeeeeaaaally wanna play the game. So if anyone has a PS1 and the FFVII game I'd love to borrow it for like.. a week. Okay lah, 2 days. No, seriously. Knowing my track record, I may be able to finish it in about 2 days. Maybe a little more.. like 3 days.

Yeah.

To whomever's reading this at the moment: I miss you! I haven't seen you in a long time and I wanna get out of here!! Unless you're someone I don't particularly like.. Hm.. Yeah, there are people I don't like. Who, you say? I'm not telling so nyeh!

I need to get out.. Seriously. It's getting pretty pathetic.

I'm not dead.

2006-10-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

Though you probably knew that.

I've been thinking.. excessively. So yeah. That's where I've been. In my head.

Oh yeah. I've been accepted to Curtin. In case you didn't know.

Yeah.

Now I'll leave you with a random.. Something or other.

HUGH LAURIE SINGS?!?!?! And plays the piano =D

Here's another one. Fucking halarious.

I miss you Bunny =(

'Puss' and Restless Leg Syndrome

2006-09-26T07:21:00.000+08:00

I realised during the long hours of the night when I should have been sleeping but was instead lying awake, that I don't like the nickname "puss". I don't mind you guys calling me that, really. But it all seems so foreign to me all of a sudden. It's like 'Puss' wasn't really me but who you guys wanted me to be. I mean, yeah, I was always me.. but somehow it feels like I've.. changed.. over the past year and a half. And no Naj, it's not just that I'd gotten 'girlier'. I can't pinpoint it exactly. I really don't know what it is. For all I know, it's probably just the non-sleep talking.

It isss... 7.24 am based on my laptop clock. No, I'm not an insomniac. I just have trouble sleeping. It's not the same thing. Trust me. I have found out what the problem is. It's RLS. Now, if you guys are interested in finding out more about this RLS shit, you'll notice that whenever I mention 'RLS' the colour changes. That means that I've linked it. This is for those people out there who are dense. If you dense people don't know what 'dense' means, I've linked that up too. It's the last definition. If you don't know what 'definition' means, I have been kind enough to link that up too. Dense motherfuckers. I won't bother linking you up with a definition of that.

And so I bid 'farewell' to you people who bother reading whatever shit I post up. And here's a message to Fuckhead who doesn't know I even have a blog: I was right you motherfucker. And you were wrong. I'd rub it in your fucking face but I really won't be bothered with juvenile shit when it comes to you and your unbelievably thick motherfucking head.

I love the rest of you, I swear.

Dreams and Good Shit.

2006-09-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

You remember those times when you were young and your parents would tell you to wash your feet before sleeping otherwise you’ll get nightmares? Well I was thinking. Maybe a long time ago, parents would tell their kids that to get them all cleaned up. I mean, yeah, obviously, that’s why they do it now. But what if like, maybe back then parents could actually make their kids have nightmares just to scare them into being cleaner? What if there was this thing that every parent would pass on to their child when they get older and start a family just so that they can scare their kids into doing the same thing? I think there’s a possibility it’s true. And the reason why we don’t know the “secret” now is because maybe one time the parents refused to believe their child had grown up and refused to tell him/her their secret. Or maybe the parent/s died before s/he could tell him/her. Or maybe they just grew apart. Then the secret just died with them. And now we’ll never know if my outrageously silly theory is true or not. You never know. Don’t disregard it unless you have proof it’s absolute bullshit. Then again, I think it may just be bullshit.

Now onto another topic of sorts.

I just watched Garden State. I like it. It’s not anything great like American Beauty or The Usual Suspects but it’s good nonetheless. It’s not like one of those movies that have a problem inserted about halfway to ¾ of the way through which is then resolved near the end and everyone lives happily ever after. It’s nothing like that. Which is probably why I like it… it broke the mould. Zach Braff (Scrubs) is the protagonist and he’s like a manic depressive type dude on a journey of self discovery. Okay no, that last part was made up. Though it’s kind of somewhat similar to that but not. He wrote and directed it too. His first movie. I think it’s a job well done. Though I think Good Will Hunting (Matt Damon + Ben Affleck’s first movie, produced + directed by them too if I’m not completely mistaken) is better. If you have not watched either of them, I suggest you go to a DVD shop, look for them, buy them and watch them. If you get disappointed by either movie you can beat me up all you want.

Have you ever listened to a song and felt sad?

Well I have. And I dunno if I feel like discussing this topic at this moment.

‘Til next time my loves.

¿Tiene la camisa negra?

2006-09-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

Tengo la camisa negra I have a black shirt
hoy mi amor esta de luto Today my love is in mourning

Hoy tengo en el alma una pena Today I have a pain in my soul
y es por culpa de tu embrujo And it is because of your spell/witchcraft

Hoy sé que tú ya no me quieres Today I know that you don’t love me
y eso es lo que más me hiere And that’s what hurts me most

Que tengo la camisa negra That’s whay I have the black shirt
y una pena que me duele And a pain that hurts me

Mal parece que solo me quedé And even worse, it seems that I am left alone
y fue pura todita tu mentira And your lie was so pure
que maldita mala suerte la mía Damn luck for me
que aquel día te encontré That day that you found me
voy a beber del veneno malevo de tu amor I drank from the malevolent poison that was your love
yo quedé moribundo y lleno de dolor I remain a dying man and full of pain
respiré de ese humo amargo de tu adiós I breathe in that bitter second of your goodbye
y desde que t ú te fuiste yo solo, tengo… And since you left me alone, I have...
tengo la camisa negra I have the black shirt
porque negra tengo el alma Because my soul is just as black
yo por ti perdí la calma Today because of you I am restless
y casi pierdo hasta mi cama And I almost lost my bed
cama cama caman baby
te digo con disimulo I say to you with dissimulation
que tengo la camisa negra That I have the black shirt
y debajo tengo el difunto And underneath I have the deceased

tengo la camisa negra I have the black shirt
ya tu amor no me interesa Your love already does not interest me
lo que ayer me supo a gloria What was yesterday was glory
hoy me sabe a pura Today it knows pure…
miércoles por la tarde y tú que no llegas Shit for in the evening you do not arrive
ni siquiera muestras señas Not even small signs
Y yo con la camisa negra And I’m with the black shirt
y tus maletas en la puerta And your suitcases in the door

Mal parece que solo me quedé And even worse, it seems that I am left alone
y fue pura todita tu mentira And your lie was so pure
que maldita mala suerte la mía Damn luck for me
que aquel día te encontré That day that you found me
Tengo, tengo la camisa negra I have the black shirt
porque negra tengo el alma Because my soul is just as black
yo por ti perdí la calma Today because of you I am restless
y casi pierdo hasta mi cama And I almost lost my bed
cama cama caman baby
te digo con disimulo I say to you with dissimulation
que tengo la camisa negra That I have the black shirt
y debajo tengo el difunto And underneath I have the deceased

*Note:
The lines: "lo que ayer me supo a gloria What was yesterday was glory
hoy me sabe a pura Today it knows pure…
miércoles por la tarde y tú que no llegas Shit for in the evening you do not arrive"
are a play on words. Miercoles means Wednesday but the way Juanes sings it, he pauses after "mier-" for the listener to think that he’s going to say mierda (shit). He’s trying to convey the message that yesterday was glory and today is shit. It’s a play on words as is seen in English music.

Obtained from here cause I couldn't be arsed to translate it myself =p

Okay, so I didn't know the song is so depressing. It sounds somewhat happy.. -ish. I only knew "tengo la camisa negra" cause that's as plain, simple and 'out there' as it gets. Now technically I could try and make out the rest by myself but I reeeeeaaally could not be bothered.

'Why the sudden post', you ask? It's because I have nothing better to do. And that song somehow made it's way into my quiescent brain. And now I'm tired. I really shouldn't over-exert my brain.

I miss *insert name of friend/s who has left for Uni here* already. Sucks to have them leave. Muiz is going tomorrow =( Bummer. More and more of us are moving on. After this batch has gone, it'll be the people going to Oz + M'sia + some stray UK-ers who are resitting left.

Oh.. Speaking of people who haven't left yet; Mei, you owe me sharpies! And I haven't seen you in God knows how long so get your butt off of whatever chair you're sitting on and pry your eyes from whatever you're constantly staring at and come out sometime =p

I'm one to talk. I jarang go out anyway =p But if you make the effort, I will too.

white noise

2006-09-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

Okay. So I witnessed something sad today. And it reminded me of when I had to go through that. It got me thinking.

I'm over him. I don't care about him or his new girlfriend. I don't care if we stay friends or not. I don't mind if we chat. I'm not and I doubt I ever will be in love with him anymore. The thing is.. I think I'm still in love with the memory of him. I occasionally think about those times that we had and the teasing and the fun and the tears. Although it doesn't affect me much anymore.. It's still there and it just won't go away. I still feel the teeny-est pang of emotion when my thoughts drift to that. I'm not completely over him. But I am over him.

So 2-3 months have passed and I can't remember the pain that I experienced during (and a month or 2 after) the break up. All I remember is that it was excruciating. And that I never want to experience it ever again.

Moving on from such a strange topic. I'm 19 years old today (thank you Von for the Birthday wish) and you know what I feel?

Nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

It's kinda weird. It feels like I'm not any age but I'm at a stage where I just sit and wait for a year to pass 'til I finally reach the not-so-big 2-0. It's similar to the feeling of drifting in the air. It's like I'm not 18 anymore but I'm not 20 yet either. Feels like empty space. Blackness all around.

So if you ask me what I am, I'll most probably say "I dunno". Sounds similar to those Mid-Life Crisis things.. Though I'm still too young to experience it.

I don't feel 19. But I am. Please pull me out of my confusion.

Okay. So Reza is leaving in about 11 or so hours. Bummer. I'm gonna miss you man. I really am. We had good times.. Mulu, not doing courseworks, skipping class, hanging out in the common room, slacking off (a LOT). It was the best =) And it was always that much more fun when you were there to do those things with me. Maybe it's cause we're both random that way. And I'll definitely miss your movies. You should post them up on YouTube. That'd be great =D

So now I say goodbye and goodnight. I have a feeling I'll be getting more wishes tomorrow so I'll try to prepare myself for the sudden influx of messages into my inbox.

F.Y.I

2006-09-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

There is nothing going on with "drummer boy" at the moment people. It's a long story and I don't feel like revealing it online either =p Cause you suck. Yeah you know you do! You can ask me personally but I won't guarantee an answer bitches.

Okay so I have nothing interesting to say.. Besides the fact that I'm currently watching some Elmo shit cause my nephew is watching it. Ugh.

Okay so Nurs party was fun and I met a few people who I hadn't seen in a while there. That was cool. A lot of people are leaving this week (bummer) and as far as I know, two (one?) people (person?) are (is?) leaving ON MY BIRTHDAY!! *death glare at REZA!!!*

Speaking of my birthday, it's gonna be ON THE 16TH which is THIS SATURDAY!!! *expects birthday wishes and millions of brilliantly expensive gifts*

Okay so I have nothing to say anymore. Til next time people =p

Who's that behind the mask?

2006-09-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Now people, there's gonna be a masquerade at D'Anggrek hotel on the 5th (Tuesday) if I'm not mistaken. Tickets (costs $10 if you're single and $16 if with-partner) are sold I-don't-know-where and it starts at I-don't-know-what-time. Technically it shouldn't be ME telling you guys this, it should be either Naj or Fid cause I don't know shit. Well.. I only know a bit.. So yeah.

I just wanted to show you guys my not-so-profesionally-done mask =D

Mwahahaha!! With my mask making skills, I shall rile the world!! It doesn't look half-bad on camera. But trust me, it's not the sleek-est looking thing ever if you were to see it up close.

And now I have nothing else to talk about... Yeah.. Til next time people =D

Does your handwriting know you?

2006-08-27T21:23:00.001+08:00

Quiz link taken from Vons blog:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

Uh.... Right..

I'm a procrastinator so I don't plan ahead =D, I'm half idealistic/half realistic, I'm definitely not self-confident(as mentioned twice above so I should also accentuate this point) not fond of action and I'm not an attention seeker.

If you wanna take the test, the link is here.

More rants and a message to "Whom it may concern"

2006-08-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

Okay, so it's been a long time since I last posted. But I have an excuse! My desktop had been taken away by the virus monsters! Gahhh!

Anyway.

So my sister broke up with her asshole of a non-boyfriend. As a result of that, me and my other sister have to suffer her stupid rants and so on and so forth. By the way, this is the sister mentioned in my first post. As you have probably deduced, she always drives everyone completely bonkers. Yes.

Moving along before I start ranting non-stop about the whole thing.

I've been bored recently. Like, a lot. And the fact that I feel neglected and betrayed doesn't help it. Oh, and annoyed too. I'm gonna be vague here, so bear with me. (This is due to the off chance that either he or she will read this post). She is never without the other and that pisses me off. Here I am thinking that I'll get time to hang out with her but there he will be just clinging on to her like a lost puppy dog. I mean yeah, couples can be couples, but please, give each other some air! I wanna talk to her and catch up with her and all that, but I haven't had the chance to because he's being an annoying little bastard and is just.. there.. ALL THE TIME!! ALL!! THE!! TIME!!! And GOD girl, act like a good friend for once! Don't exclude me out of whatever excursions you have with this other girl who doesn't know you half as well as I do!

...

And so ends my rant. If you think it's you, it isn't.

Puss has left the building.

2006-08-18T05:55:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

I

Cannot

SLEEP!!!

And it's driving me completely bonkers!

I swear, I think just reading about someone who has a case of insomnia made me actually get the freaking non-sleeping disease!!

I swear I've been thinking too much. That's why. Yeah. Why can't my mind just go blank for once?? Leave me in peace. Peaaaaccceee!!

I feel like sleeping but I'm not sleepy. WHY GOD ,WHY??! *tears hair out*

This is the *counts off fingers* fifth time the Sandman has blatantly ignored me. Not in a row. No, no. If it was 5 times in a row, I'd be in some mental institution. Yes siree. That's where I'd be.

Enough of my rantings. Now for something deep (or as 'deep' as I can get at 6 am). Now, did you notice that those tiny little red ants are more immune to us humans than the slightly bigger black ants? When you blow air at the black ants, they scatter and scramble probably thinking "Oh nooo! I'm going to diieeee!! HUMAAANNNN!!!!" .... *ahem* yeah. But if you do that to the small little puny red ants, they don't scatter. They just... pause for a second and then go about their business as usual. It's so weird. They're smaller than the freaking black ants for Gods sake! Also, is it me or are they harder to kill? I mean, wtf?!? And they bite!! The little mofos bite back!! Then again it shows they have more ant-guts than the bigger black ants.

I honestly hate ants. Like seriously. Straight face and everything. They're everywhere (in Brunei). You just can't escape the freaking little buggers! One day I'll kill all of them! ALL ANTS MUST DIEEEE!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

*ahem*

Enough of that. I'm gonna be spending the rest of the day sitting around and staring blankly into space. And mind you, that space will be interesting. It'll be full of rainbows and fluffy marshmallow clouds and carbonated soda waterfalls and little hobbits singing 'la la la' alongside the orange fluffy sheep. Then there'll be purple trees and a wonderful little area where they can all rest and eat indomie.

Indomie is da bomb!

Fyi: Mei was my mistress for the night. Mwahahaha!! She rocks the rock boat. What? Why you say? Because you suck and I say so! And plus she's in the saaaaaame situation I'm in so there Xp

Nip/Tuck and other such ramblings

2006-08-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

I feel horrendously fat and ugly.

I've been watching Nip/Tuck recently. It's a good series. Though, it kinda makes you feel like getting plastic surgery due to the pure uglyness and imperfection you see in the mirror everyday. The plastic surgeons see every single imperfection on your face (to the millimeter) on the faces of those who already look freaking perfect!!

*wants to kill self*

Then again, not many people are perfect are they?

Though, it doesn't help the fact that I'm already overly self conscious and paranoid already. But hey, what woman doesn't think she's fat and ugly? ... Don't answer that.

Why, wonders I, are people in general always so self conscious about their personal appearance? It's human nature isn't it? Take example 1; girlfriend is with boyfriend in the park, holding hands, sitting on a bench (though it's way too hot to do that in Brunei), when suddenly an 8 walks by. Boyfriend has eyes on Miss 8 for about 2 or 3 seconds. Girlfriend (also an 8) feels that she's inadequate/needs to improve self so as to avoid any other such happenings/insecure+self conscious+paranoid.

Why would an 8 feel threatened by an 8? I'm a freaking 6!!

It's all in the emotions it provokes. We as women (and maybe some men) feel threatened by people who are pretty. No matter if he or she is in the same league as us (or we.. or me... whatever my english sucks).

This constant need to improve oneself is ridiculous. All we need is an excuse and we'll do it. Why though? Is it worth it to go through the pain of plastic surgery just to come out looking better? It is worth it to agonisingly use those fat burning soaps every day just to be thin? Or even taking horrendously huge motherfucking diet pills? Or that weirdass spray that tastes like shit?

Or to starve yourself or puke out what you'd just ingested?

Is it honestly worth being diagnosed as sick just to fulfill your needs to look perfect?

Take example 2; girl is bulemic. Constantly pukes up her food after every meal. To look thin. She's already thin. Friends tell her that. She admits to them that everytime she looks in a mirror, she sees someone who's fat. Not thin.

What the fuck?

It really is a freaking illness isn't it?

To tell you the truth I'm a little like that. Superficial. I look in the mirror and I do see fatness. Though that may be true, I don't want to trust my opinion. It's too.. subjective. And don't any of you go berating me about this cause I know you're just as bad as me.

Fact of the matter is, everyone does it. Consciously or not, they do it. I wish I knew why.

Watch Nip/Tuck people. It's good. Ignore whatever it was that just came out of my head. The show is kinda disturbing though. It's a good watch nontheless.

Can art be a sport?

2006-08-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

Now, this may be strange but it kinda just occured to me.

Can Art be considered a sport?

Now a sport can be defined as;

sport (spôrt, sprt)
n.

1. Physical activity that is governed by a set of rules or customs and often engaged in competitively.
2. A particular form of this activity.
An activity involving physical exertion and skill that is governed by a set of rules or customs and often undertaken competitively.
An active pastime; recreation.

There were more, but it'd just use up space.

Looking at definition #2 (which is somewhat similar to #1), who can say that art is not a sport?

Now in Art you need the skill, there are rules and, well, some of us are competetive (you know who you are). Also, you can ask any Art student this; Art can be goddamn tiring. But can Art be turned into something involving more competition?

I mean, yeah, there are Art Competitions, but they're not the type that determine the endurance of an artist, or the speed in which they can complete their work, or even how long it'll take before the artist gets a headache.

I dunno.. I think it's highly impossible for me to think/believe that there'll be an "Art" section in the future Olympics.

Then again, all of this could just be the inner ramblings of a groggy mind.

Don't read any of that. It's complete crap.

YouTube Linking Bonanza

2006-08-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

Since I'm bored tonight, I'm gonna leave you guys with a bunch of stuff from YouTube.

Gotta love it.

I'm awesome!

I just dupe it.

And to end this YouTube linking bonanza.

CSI..?

Or House MD?

Enjoy =D

G'night people.

Of parties and goodbyes

2006-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I kinda just got back (not really.. kinda like a half hour ago or so) from Meis party. It was actually pretty cool in a way. And although it was short, I kinda had fun =) Being vain can be fun sometimes by the way. Hehe. Mei, next time we should have a sort of bowling/pool or just another plain party. It'll be fun =D Loved the mocktails by the way (keyword: Mock). They were yummy, even though they weren't proper cocktails. Sorry though that I didn't get to play you a few songs =( That would've been.. Uh.. Scary and intimidating to some extent and somewhat interesting to another. You don't wanna hear me sing by the way, trust me!

Bunny is leaving *checks watch* today =( I'm kinda bummed cause.. well.. For one thing, Kuraman would've been extra fun with her around. Also, it just won't be the same around Gadong or anything without her there being random with me. At least I got to sleep over her place and played her a few songs on my guitar like I promised.

I'm gonna miss you Bunny =(

Well anyhoots, since I have a lack-of things to say right now, I shall leave.. And show you 2 pics of me and the girls being vain at the party.

Mwahahaha! The vainness!! Mei, upload more pics! I wanna grab them off you =p

No time for anything

2006-08-11T02:52:00.000+08:00

I just came out of my sisters room and I had a sudden moment of.. something..

I noticed how short our time is. Whether it's for ourselves or friends or family.. Even that significant other. It's just too short. But yet, why does it sometimes feel so long? Why does it feel like everything is just dragging on at one point, but by the end of it all, you notice how incredibly fast it went?

An example of this is (Well it's a shitty example but what the hell anyway) the first term of the Year 13 school year. It felt like it was going on for aaaagess but now when I think back, it wasn't that long after all. I mean, yeah it was actually at the time.. But I guess maybe when I'm already 40 or 50 or older.. I'll look back at my life and think that I never had enough time. Time for what exactly, I don't know.

And now school has ended and friends are leaving for the All Intimidating Univerity Life. One of my closer friends is leaving really really soon and I feel so bummed. Cause on top of my grandfather dying I've been having so much trouble finding time to hang with her more.. And to tell you the truth, I haven't hung out with her once since she told me that she's leaving in about 10 days (that was last Friday or Saturday). I feel like everything is going too fast. I just wish there was a slowmo button... y'know? I wish that I could just have time for my friends and family. But why does that seem so hard to do? It's not just physically hard.. But somehow it's also emotionally hard.. Like when you have to skip out on a really good friend because of family issues.. Or when you have to skip out on a normal saturday night dinner with the family just to hang out with your friends. It'd be cool if I could just clone myself.. y'know? And be in two places at once. Then everyone would be happy.

Unfortunately.. It just doesn't work that way.

Or maybe I just hope for too much.

I don't want everyone to leave. It just seems so sad.. That we're all parting like this so soon after we all got so close.

In the words of the great Julie Hessler, and I quote;

'In one way, you have waited so long, even longed for the time to come and yet, it arrives so suddenly and in a way, you wish you could just have a little more time......an awareness that you will never see most of the people you have spent so much time with ever again. It is like a death in some ways.'

And I agree with her.

Random rants and regrets

2006-08-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

And so begins my first post.

What is with people and thinking that the whole world is against them? It happens to me sometimes, the whole angst thing, but for a 32 year old woman to be so full of it angst? That's a rare sight. That was my sister monday morning. While I had less sleep than her, she was practically falling asleep in a corner, snapping at people (i.e me) and generally irritating the hell out of everyone on the day of my grandfathers burial. If you're practically falling asleep, you do something about it! Don't go whining on when other people are in grief.

While on the topic of my grandfathers passing, I thought I might add; I felt guilty. It wasn't that I was crying because of selfish reasons. Okay, maybe a bit. But it was just that.. I felt like I had been a bad granddaugher all these years. I could've visited him more.. Or maybe payed more attention or something. Thing is, I don't know how to do all that. I don't know how to layan older people.. It's generally harder to me. So when I went up to cium mayat.. Well.. When my head got closer to his head, I could feel the hot pressure behind my eyes. So I closed them.. And I told him that I'm sorry that I'd been a bad cucu.. He smelled like he normally does. And I could almost.. almost.. feel him..

I wonder why that happens.. Why, suddenly, only when it's too late, we feel the regret. It's strange. We had years to prevent the little sneaking bit of regret but we never actually do anything about it.. Is it human nature? To put off anything that could've been done til the very end.. Or even past the very end.. That moment when it's too late? Are we all secretly procrastinators?

Unfortunately, those questions are going to remain unanswered for a long long time. Unless someone out there has something to say.. In which case, let me know.